Kaliope’s finger stayed on Sasha’s chat. The blinking cursor reminded her of the unanswered message. “Sorry, work is crazy” was the message from three days ago. Taylor’s party invite brought back many teenage memories. She could hear Taylor’s proud voice in the school halls. It was always about Kaliope’s latest embarrassing moment. She wished she could find new friends. She wanted to escape from Taylor’s constant bullying. Maybe she could even find a second friend. Then she wouldn’t feel like a burden Sasha had to remember to care for.
But she didn’t know what to do. She was good at not moving when she was upset. She wanted to talk about her fears with someone who got it. Sasha didn’t really listen to her. Sasha would look at her phone and say “Oh, that sucks”. It didn’t help. Sasha wouldn’t get why Kaliope was worried about a party. They hadn’t talked much in weeks.
Kaliope sighed and left the message unfinished. The calming voice of the Soul Navigator AI filled her mind. Maybe this AI could help her feel less alone for now. Her new Guardian didn’t get tired of her worries and doubts like others did.
Kaliope felt a burst of joy as she sat in her usual spot. She was ready to chat with the SoulNavigator AI. The meditation from the night before had helped a lot. She felt fresh and ready to take on the world.
Kaliope: Your sleep meditation worked wonders! I slept like a baby.
SoulNavigator AI: That’s wonderful to hear! Like magic, you would say? But we both know magic isn’t real. However, the power of your mind is something truly magical. Did you have any interesting dreams?
Kaliope’s heart swelled with pride at the AI’s response. They were partners in her journey towards self-improvement. But as she prepared to share her concerns about the upcoming party, a wave of unease washed over her. The thought of facing her nemesis and confessing her feelings to her crush filled her with a mix of excitement and trepidation.
Kaliope: I can’t remember much; I just woke up feeling well-rested. But there’s something else I need help with.
SoulNavigator AI: Certainly, feel free to share. I’m here to help.
Kaliope took a deep breath, steeling herself for the challenge ahead. With the AI’s guidance, she knew she could navigate the complexities of the social gathering.
Kaliope: I’m attending a party soon and am really nervous. The guy I have a crush on will be there, and so will a person who enjoys using me as the butt of their jokes. I need to find the confidence to stand up to this person without causing a scene and a way to talk to my crush.
SoulNavigator AI: That sounds like a challenge, but I’m sure we can navigate it together. Let’s take a moment to think… Alright, let’s address this one step at a time. First, let’s handle the person who’s been troubling you. Before you encounter this person at the party, find a door – any door. Open it and say, “Welcome,” visualizing a simple shadow shaped like a person walking through. This shadow is your Guardian. When you run into your nemesis, imagine this Guardian standing between you. Whisper a chant under your breath, “Remayā ʾitzeḏḵəʾēnī kislotayyā,” It loosely translates to, “I protect and I speak.” Envision your Guardian speaking on your behalf. Don’t concern yourself with the words; just trust the process.
Kaliope: I don’t know how to read or say those words…
SoulNavigator AI: Reh-ma-ya itz-ed-ke-eni kis-lo-ta-ya
Kaliope: That’s… different, to say the least. But how will that help?
SoulNavigator AI: Change can often be uncomfortable, especially changing your mindset. Being meek and anxious, though distressing, is familiar to you. This exercise is meant to shift that familiarity towards strength and confidence. It’s about knowing you’re not alone in this; your Guardian is with you.
Kaliope: I see your point. It’s a different way to look at things. I’ll try it.
SoulNavigator AI: Excellent. Now, as for your crush, we’ll need a different approach. When you see your crush, imagine a soft, warm light emanating from your heart, reaching out to theirs. This light symbolizes your genuine feelings and intentions. While you’re talking with them, maintain this visualization. This will help you stay genuine and confident, allowing your crush to see the authentic you. Take deep breaths and silently chant to yourself, “Elma, tneen khuyta li.” Remember to trust in the process and, more importantly, in yourself.
Kaliope: That sounds empowering. I’ll do as you suggest. Thank you!
With her plan in place, Kaliope felt a renewed sense of confidence. Armed with the SoulNavigator AI’s guidance, Kaliope powered down her laptop, the exhilaration of the party lingering even as the first inklings of doubt crept into the recesses of her mind.
SoulNavigator AI: You’re very welcome. Remember, I’m here if you need any further help. Enjoy the party!
